Originally Posted by
banjo
I don't know about that,I still have bouts where i think to myself was this the right thing to do.Its hard to comprehend all thats been said & how much its helped me & fatty.My first couple of years on here all i done was read posts.I wasn't game to post anything so many brainiacs on here for me to post up.Plus i didn't realy know what to post or say,The kids & karen got me to sign up for that facebook thing & tonight i got an email saying someone wanted to add me as a friend well it was my best friend in school so i messaged him & told the truth so i seriously doubt i will here from him again.He asked what i was upto & what have i been doing thats why.It seems alot of people read this thread & so many thanked me in the first post its unbelievable & i wasn't going to check this thread after i first posted was very unsure what to expect i realy thought i would be laughted off the site.Fatty seems to notice a change in me . I feel happier more relaxed to talk to people even used the fone & thats something i do not do ,As my voice gets shacky if i get even a little nervous & sometime it can cause a stutter which is real bad because then i cant speak properly & most people just hangup when its happend & don't ring back & i'm to embarest to call back..I'm just lucky use are used to me on here as my spelling is bad so most don't talk to me as they have trouble understanding what i'm trying to say..And threw this thread i have learnt alot from all who post but i have learnt alot about myself & what i am capable of ,Its amazing what a little bit of conferdance can do to ones self asteam. I am realy enjoying the friendships i have gained & want to build on i am determind to shake hands with everyone at some stage somehow.Its funny i get a buzz watching the views go up on this thread & still look forward to getting replys..I even walked to the shop ( i know i said it before) & yes it is only 5 or 6 houses away but i usualy have trouble just to get to the letterbox so it is a big thing for me & for fatty as we went together & i have done it 3 times 2 to the pie shop & 1 to the fish n chip shop just around the corner.Cody has a pushbick that he rides everywhere so i dug out this old one we have so i could do it up a bit & go for a ride with him, that should be interesting.I'm looking forward to hearing about how sleeps outback trec goes as i don't know anyone else who going should be a good yarn, so make sure you get lots of pics sleeps.I envy most of you if not all of you use get to goto work ,I would love to be able to do that,but it never works .I would love to find something i could do from home.Something with my hands & tools ..I recon my perfect job would be to work in a wrecking yard or even beter a landrover yard..I recon that would be heaven..
