Embarrassment

You'e doing well Banjo, just keep being positive.
No point asking Karen about her future feelings - she's not a fortune teller. Just focus on making the present better and the future will take care of itself.
Karen said she wants to stay with you. The guy is avoiding her. She's with you, not him, so you're the man. Focus on that.
You have the power to shape your present and that will make your future. No-one else has that power, only you. You are in control of you.

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Originally Posted by Ausfree

TOP OF THE MORNING TO YOU BANJO, ANOTHER WONDERFUL DAY ON THIS EARTH IS STARTING!!!!so lets all enjoy it as you won't get a second go. I'll be chopping some wood this morning that is my achievement for the day, what are you going to achieve today Banjo????:) Also I agree with what has been said about "personal space", your wallet and your phone is your personal space and a ladies personal space is her handbag and her phone, it is sacrosanct!!!:)
Anyrate Banjo greet this day with a smile and think positive!!!:D

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Actualy nothing planed Karen is still in bed & i will get her up later. Trying to do something Karen is interested in instead of just what i want to do ..Karen likes to walk so i asked her if she would like to go for a walk today Just around the block which is huge for me & i mite even get the next block in as well .The block we live in is real big So we mite do that later if she likes .We will go upto the lights & all the way down to the RSL & back home thats a big walk for me but if i go alright i mite do the next one up behind the workers club aswell.....I don't want to just drive around as i don't like to waste the fuel but i said to Karen last night if she wants i will take a drive so she can have the house to her self..Doubt i could go to Aus's place on my own & if i did it would only be G'day how you going & then i would have to leave ...& i feel bad about that .....Dunnings have a 3mx3m garden shed for $499 which is cheap & i thought of getting one so i would have somewhere to go just to leave Karen alone , But then i need to put a slab down & that would break the bank at the moment.....I could put it on the slab up the back i spose but i need to park the car there when it rains as the camber of the road makes the roof hold water on those roof ribs & one of them is leaking in to the car somewhere but is i park on the crook slab atleast the roof consol doesn't fill with water. . .

Hey i wakeup smiling every day except while Karen isn't well......
Its so hard to see her like this she is always so happy smiling & laughing & now i dress her every day & night ...........

I miss Karen so much . . . . . . . . ...... .... . . ... .. .... ...

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Originally Posted by banjo

glad someone spoke to me i was starting to think i was talking to myself.....

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the time to worry is when you start to answer yourself.

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Originally Posted by banjo

Actualy nothing planed Karen is still in bed & i will get her up later. Trying to do something Karen is interested in instead of just what i want to do ..Karen likes to walk so i asked her if she would like to go for a walk today Just around the block which is huge for me & i mite even get the next block in as well .The block we live in is real big So we mite do that later if she likes .We will go upto the lights & all the way down to the RSL & back home thats a big walk for me but if i go alright i mite do the next one up behind the workers club aswell.....I don't want to just drive around as i don't like to waste the fuel but i said to Karen last night if she wants i will take a drive so she can have the house to her self..Doubt i could go to Aus's place on my own & if i did it would only be G'day how you going & then i would have to leave ...& i feel bad about that .....Dunnings have a 3mx3m garden shed for $499 which is cheap & i thought of getting one so i would have somewhere to go just to leave Karen alone , But then i need to put a slab down & that would break the bank at the moment.....I could put it on the slab up the back i spose but i need to park the car there when it rains as the camber of the road makes the roof hold water on those roof ribs & one of them is leaking in to the car somewhere but is i park on the crook slab atleast the roof consol doesn't fill with water. . .

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Just do it, another small step on a long journey. Jim would be thrilled, I'm sure.

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Originally Posted by V8Ian

Just do it, another small step on a long journey. Jim would be thrilled, I'm sure.

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Ian, if Jason knocked on my front door, he would get the best welcome he has ever had, it would be a big :MileStone: to you and me a ten minute drive is nothing, but I do understand to Jason its like crossing the Pacific Ocean!!!:):)

hi everyone its karen i'm just letting you all know that jas has gone to his mums for a little bit give us some space he has his prepaid internet and i recharged it so he will be on sometime

Thanks Karen, I hope everything works out happily, you and Jason have made quite a few friends and supporters on this thread. We'll all offer any help we can give, just call any one of us. Between all of us we can move mountains. :)

thank you

Hi Karen,
just to say I'm thinking of you both from this side of the pond