Well Karen went back to the doc today got a referal to see a skink cant spell the right name ..Also has to go back in a few weeks for another blood test & if the same they will treat for menopause...
BUT Karen & i are separating we are just sorting out all the stuff over the next couple of days.
My mother & stepfather are coming to see Cody for his bday so they are going to take some of my tools with them & then i will get the rest some how...
So i wont be visiting Aus anymore or atleast for quiet some time as i'll now be half an hour away..
I cant even visit the kids cause of my problem Cody was worried about me coming back & being here for his bday as they are going out which they do every bday for everyone here . He said we better stay at home cause dad will be on his own...
I dont want to visit them & be nervouse on the drive here THEN get nervouse to drive back which they know even when i try & hide it so emagine how they will feel to know that every time i tryed to visit..
I was doing everything i could & what Karen asked me to do to save the relationship but its to late she said about 20years to late..So i will be moving to mums early next week for good...
Karen has told me for years the past is in the past & now that i have some surport outside Karen & actualy giving it a good go she said no its to late ..I told her what happend in the past is the past let work to the future but again she said no I DONT LOVE YOU SO IT WONT WORK IF ONLY 1 OF US WANTS IT...
So i wont be visiting anyone for some time Karen has organised for my mother to be able to pickup my scripts & medication...
I want to stay & work towards a better future & the kids want me to stay ITS just Karen wants me gone...
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