Embarrassment

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Originally Posted by bblaze

I gotta stick a bloody needle in myself twice a day, dont want that many bloody ****** in me mate. Check out my shed thread, just updated it. What do you do with a tat if you dont like it or make a mistake, new skin or what.
cheers
blaze

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Na you can cover it over or just put something realy realy good next to it .>...

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Originally Posted by banjo

Well i was talking to Karen this morning & she was saying that no one from here has been in touch with her use all are our friends not just mine.So Please give her a text or a ring use all have her numbers home & mobile..



Do use want to know what i was talking to her about ???????

To bad use are gunna hear any way ..


I got in touch with BEYOND BLUE mental health to see what they could offer in the way of help ..

Well they run a program of self help courses but they dont have anything where i am at the moment as yet..BUT they do run a courses at Charlstown which is not far from home ..I have to have a phone asessment first & some email contact with the organizer lady so she can work out the best way to help & was told not to rush things or i would be in for a big let down if i tried to do that...The course is also for carers aswell to help them better manage there support....

I have emailed the organizer lady linda someone for my phone asessment but have been told i mite not hear till early next week as she is very busy..

I have also downloaded some info on selfhelp & advise ..I havent read it yet..

Karen said to ring life line but they are for suicide not anxiety .. But i am looking for a counsiler for the phone for the time being..

I am trying to find where i can get some more info sent out to me about some DVDs for the selfhelp i looked at one of the links Ferret put up & they had some DVDs but where very exspensive... i thought i mite of been able to get some free or even some books or reading matierial on the self help as this seems to be the best place to start & i have all the time in the world to read....
Apparently a lot of people who have read & or watched the matierial has helped them a lot to the piont they go out lots now & these things have ways to help yourself manage the panic attacks with breathing & mind exersizes to build up yourself ...

So if anyone of use know of books or anything yell out as i want to do some reading on it ..

Oh & i guess outside of Karen i will be puting use down as my support as i was told i will need the help & support of family & friends so i guess thats Karen & use..

Also while looking the mob Micayle seen & that Karen is now seeing came up as a speicalist in this field but i need a referal from my doctors to go there & i will have to go on a plan thing for the free treatment & i have to pay $50 on the first visit.. But i cant just jump in the car & do that down there just yet.. But i will be eventualy . . . I only get 6 visits on the plan thing but i can get another referal if needed..

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Jason.
Best post you have made in weeks.
I hope you do follow thru and get some help.
GOODLUCK
Andrew

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Originally Posted by banjo

I got in touch with BEYOND BLUE mental health to see what they could offer in the way of help ..

Well they run a program of self help courses but they dont have anything where i am at the moment as yet..BUT they do run a courses at Charlstown which is not far from home ..I have to have a phone asessment first & some email contact with the organizer lady so she can work out the best way to help & was told not to rush things or i would be in for a big let down if i tried to do that...The course is also for carers aswell to help them better manage there support....

I have emailed the organizer lady linda someone for my phone asessment but have been told i mite not hear till early next week as she is very busy..

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Please let us know when you get the call Jason.

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Originally Posted by Stuuu

Please let us know when you get the call Jason.

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Well i havent been able to send emails up untill now so it will be later & i dont think i fill the requirements for it from the site ...


BUT for something better i am getting professional help instead from a shrink that specialises in this feild ..
KAREN is getting me a referal this thursday while she is at the doctors for her blood test & she is seeing them on the same day so will be making me an appointment to see them while she sees them to..

I can go home to get the help & we will see what happen with Karen & i then I will be going into the back room (Freds) & she will jump in with Karen while we see how things go....I am a little worried being there for this as i do love Karen & i do want a relasionship with Karen & she isnt prepaid to do that the moment....

I will do what ever it takes for Karen I MEAN THAT SO this is what it will be for the moment..


The whole time i have been here i have texted Karen for someone to talk to as she has been my mate for so long & its pushing her further away so as of now as i sent Karen an email with some info i got off lifeline for her to read so texted her to let her know as Karen doesn't check the emails ..So as of now i wont be texting or ringing Karen at all so that she does have the space & time with out me in anyway...

This will be my last post till thursday as my net is just about up so use will have to text me for a chat..

And why has no one been in touch with Karen eigther as use are friends of us both & Karen is the same as me we dont have friends ..She wont bite & would probably enjoy hearing from use as well...

So untill thursday take care & cross your fingers for me & Karen that i will leave her alone & she mite even miss me & posably like me to come home..

this is what i sent to Karen for a read..if it work ..

http://www.lifeline.org.au/ArticleDo...olkit.pdf.aspx

http://www.lifeline.org.au/ArticleDo...tacks.pdf.aspx


Hope it works use mite like to look..

Looks like you've started to get things back on track. :)

Good on ya!! :cool:

:)

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Originally Posted by Quarks

Looks like you've started to get things back on track. :)

Good on ya!! :cool:

:)

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Yeah but it looks like all that has been shot to **** today..
Karen was telling me she is still fighting to stay away from the tattoo shop again..When she got her last tattoo she said there where no feelings there & that she was fighting to stay away but now she is sometimes..

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Originally Posted by banjo

Yeah but it looks like all that has been shot to **** today..
Karen was telling me she is still fighting to stay away from the tattoo shop again..When she got her last tattoo she said there where no feelings there & that she was fighting to stay away but now she is sometimes..

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Mate another "what if".

The "what ir's" do not help anyone.

The important points are she does want to stay away and she is staying away.

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Originally Posted by DiscoMick

The important points are she does want to stay away and she is staying away.

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NA NA she was in there on friday for awhile ..