Well we heard back about the insurance late today.. They have ruled KAREN"S in the wrong BUT we know she isn't at all.. The other party have comprehensive we only have 3rd party. & there word & diagram is worth more then our word our diagram & OUR PICTURES.. ****ing ****s they **** ya off.. Ive had enough & ive been fighting depression bad lately & the only thing keeping me alive is I don't want Karen or the kids to find me.. We also want to go away BUT its very hard to let go of the kids & leave them home alone .. We have never been apart from them because my agoraphobia is just a joke to our families so they never baby sat ever as , well use don't go out use don't need a baby siter so wouldn't even just take em for one night for a break .. So it is hard for us cause we have been around them every day since birth.Plus with the bull**** nit picking they do to each other they would just fight & I think Cody may just take it a bit to far..Theres never been anyone in our families to help out that way as im just a ****ing joke. & I am getting sic to ****ing death of allways being a nice person . Need to be like I was in my old life.. But I don't think id keep many friends being that way again..Broke my fone so got the old iphone 3 out to use , Had to get a new sim for it as it don't use mini sim Then we ****ed that up aswell since we used karens fone to ring them to activate it , its now activated to Karen's number so have to redo all that again.. Still have to get a swag yet to go away . Looking at those roo systems double swags there good value for money them so will get one of them..And im sic of these bloody rollies GGGGGRRRRRRRRRR..We just cant afford to fight them over it all.So it wont be getting fixed at all..
Also the little Subaru we got for Cody for his Ls the one that got smashed ..
So I am going to swap the green series 3 LWB for a small car for him , would prefer a manual but will look at anything . If anyone is interested or knows anyone that may please tell them to contact me please & I can tell them all about it . Value I will put $4,200 ono on it..I will put it in the markets aswell I just cant be bothered just now. To ****ed off to do it now..
Also have those wheels here the alloy ones with good tyres on them..
Got to get out of this ****ing house. all I do is sit in the shed & look like the retard that I am.. ive just had enough.Life for us just goes backwards no matter how hard we try to go forward ..We never finished getting stuff for the disco as Karen's health is more important than anything else .. Its the waiting around that's a pain in the ass..
Its true what they say all the bad **** happens to nice people .. The bloke we deal with at all4x4 asked Karen if she was ok as he noticed she has lost so much weight, So Karen told him about it , he seen Karen outside not around everyone.. & he said the same thing **** always happens to nice people , his wife is fighting breast cancer. & he is a nice bloke always helps Karen . has become a friend . Not that we go out & do anything with them just a good work friend I guess that's what im trying to say..
On a different note Fred is still working at macas & has been offered a traineeship a sertificate 2 in hospertality .She's glad she is working she was telling me today because she likes the money. Actualy she likes spending it more then earning it. She loves her tattoos & had her stomache tattooed lastweek hurt to she said, I said na just be like me & enjoy it & go to sleep :p.
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well that's about it I guess.