Embarrassment

When I was 17 yo, I came back to my home town to visit my parents (who I might add always supported me even when I was a *****, didnt support what I did though), I was met at the town boundry by the local law and told in no uncertain terms to not set a foot inside the district and to turn around and head back to where I come from. Took me 2 hrs to sneak about on the backroads to get to seemy parents, had too because I respected them and snuck oua town later that night. I have never done time but I spent from age 17 to 19 as a not very nice kid. I had a good upbring from a loving and supporting family, seen the error of my ways, got married, still married 28 years later, 3 great kids all doing well in their chosen fields, got a few other waywould kids also call me dad for the support given over time. Just saying Mr and MRS Bango, "where there is love there is hope"
cheers
blaze

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Originally Posted by banjo

IO it will if make them both walk with a permanent limp including your boyfriend...

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no i said i dont care wat people think of me not wat u do to people

Hey we just had a phone call from a realy nice guy from england & fatty answered the call & he said i am talking realy slow as jason said you wouldn't be able to understand me.It was on the mobile & we couldn't talk to lond as it was breaking up badly nut it was good i didn't feel nervous at all & i spoke on the phone after fatty..Seems things are changing for me since i outed meself as i usualy wouldn't do that at all..I didn't know how i would handle myself taking a call but since use all know my problem it seems easier as use dont presure me at all or expect of me.See in past times people would presure me to do stuff & then would expect me to just do it & then i would go into a panic big time & end up it the bathroom in cold sweats thinking i would throw up or worse crap or pee myself as you don't have control of it ..But since none of use do that to me in anyway it been realy good for me & am starting to try things that i wouldn't do at all before...But it is very slow going & i wish i could do things a bit quicker for everyone on here as i have a very lot of respect for use all especially as use all take me for who i am with all my faults & problems. I am realy petrified of having a member from here come over & me not being able to handle it & have to ask for them to leave because i am panicing that is very embarrasing for me to have to do that & i would feel so so bad & embarrased if that happend..

By the way it was GROCKLE who rang & grockle i am still doing this :Rolling:when i think of fatty answering mt phone & you saying i w i l l t a l k s l o w s o y o u c a n u n d e r s t a n d m e..

It was a short call so it was good for me & has done some good to,,ANOTHER STEP FORWARD..

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Originally Posted by banjo

Hey sleeps where you hiding tonight come & chat with fatty i cant understand her threw clenched teeth & steam coming out her ear oles..& she realy realy red....:o

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Hey Jas, workin' late startin' early. Can't talk to much..

Glad to here that grockle called you. Did he reverse charges???:p Sounds like you did really well.
One small step for man, one giant leap for your mind

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use all know my problem it seems easier as use dont presure me at all or expect of me

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Yeah we luv ya Jas (and you too fatty.) then again......you don't shoot ducks do you?:Rolling:

See ya tomorrow gotta go live up to my name.

night:zzz::zzz::zzz:

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Originally Posted by banjo

It was a short call so it was good for me & has done some good to,,ANOTHER STEP FORWARD..

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Yeah mate, little steps at a time, you have now seen me (twice) and spoken to Grockle,just gradually cast your net wider, as you gain confidence.:) Hey, did you understand Grockles pommy accent?

Getting back to raising kids, we brought up five and the other four turned out OK. The one we had (Still have) trouble with was easily led. He associated with a lot of "dickheads" and no matter how hard we tried to convince him that he should change his friends he wouldn't listen. This was at the "difficult" age of 14 or 15. By the time he was 20 it was too late, he already had a record with police. Got his drivers licence at 18, lost it at 19 and never had one since, still drives though, doesn't worry him. Been on the "happy weed" since 14 and is a regular taker of "speed". I have seen him not sleep for three days. He has been in that many fights, his face is scarred and because of his lifestyle he looks ten years older than his real age.
We ( his mother and I) used to say "where did we go wrong". We don't do that anymore (we had some councilling) because we realise there is only so much you can do, in the end they make their own choices in life and must accept the consequences of that lifestyle choice.:(
Banjo and Fatty, keep at it, don't give up and best of luck in steering your young ones onto the right path.:)

Thanks aus yeah Karen is at that stage "where did we go wrong".

Hey Banj, see you have made the list of the top ten posters for the last 90 days at 1076 posts. You came in number 8 ,I think. Boy you know how to talk!!!:wasntme: