Gday everyone how are we all. It hasn't been to good here for a little while. I've been having little panics. Desided it's time to change my medication. So Karen went to the doctors for me yesterday. Got a script for new mess. Also she told him about the big bleed I had as I've has some more little bleeds. Mostly when I wipe. Anyway he asked Karen questions about it and as there doesn't seem to be any lumps hemriods or cuts or tares. He said I'm in that age bracket so he gave her a referral to a specialist that I have to somehow try to get to. More then likely I'll need a colonoscopy as well which is at Belmont hospital. He said I don't know how we will do it as its been quite awhile since I've been out. He also faxed the mental health mob and told them what's happening and than I've had rectal bleeding and needs to get out as he is having trouble leaving the house. I'm as nervous as all hell and Karen is worried. Not only is it hard for me to get out it's also going to unfermilar places so have that on top of it.
I seen Jim about a week ago and Jim I hope I didn't come across as rude. If I did it was my nerves.
Jim you've had these colonoscopys do they knock you out for these. Not looking forward to the stuff that makes you go to the loo as that's when I mite bleed. Gggggrrrrr.
Will keep use posted. Karen rang the specialist yesterday but they where closed. Open at 9 today.

