Thread: Embarrassment

Here's that Linky again
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3a0QuHxuMSU&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Originally Posted by Sleepy

Here's that Linky again
YouTube - I'm a Rover

It doesn't work Paul.

Originally Posted by V8Ian

Mate, cross your bridges as you come to them, not before.

Karen is pretty sure its already here . .

It worked from the quote Paul, good one mate.

Bloody iPhone
Just search YouTube for "I'm a rover aulro" .....
I should go and buy me a real puter

Originally Posted by V8Ian

It worked from the quote Paul, good one mate.

Ok good one.....the music is the band jas mentioned....great big sea

The worst & hardest thing for me in this is knowing i will never see Karen again & i can't see the Kids , I know this & so does Karen...

I always thought we had it fairly right as Karen did all the running around & all that outside the house & i always did everything in the house , housework washing cleaning lawns cooking so that Karen didn't have to do that stuff when she came home......& i did go out just not enough....


I know i can't do anything on my own for myself i always do what i can do for Karen & the Kids not myself...

I can't even open a bank account on my own phisicly, I don't know if i will loose my pension now as i wont have a carer . I don't want my mother to be it cause she would only be doing it for the money & nothing else she wont & wouldn't look after me..

I miss Karen so much its not funny i only push myself for her not myself . I breath everyday because of Karen & the kids & i do meen that its the truth...
I love going out with Karen she gives me my conferdance i nearly feel bullitproof with her & she makes me look good & comfortable , so i only do what i can do for her...


If it wasn't for Karen i wouldn't be who i am or what i am today & i do meen that she is such an amazing person with the biggest heart i have ever known she cares for just about everyone...


If i could of stood upto my parents so many years ago i wouldn't have the problems i have now , I would be normal ..So i know once i'm back there i will be doing everything i used to do for them & i meen everything , what ever they say i will just do its always been that way till Karen got me out of it & even then i still did everything they would say for me to do for years after Karen got me out & we moved out..

ITS only been 11 or so years that i haven't done everything they wanted because i have Karen to tell them NO & i back her up I CAN NOT DO THIS ON MY OWN I HAVE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO THATS WHY I HAVE AGEROPHOBIA . . .

AND i do understand what i have done to Karen & why she feels this way i have been sutch a bastard to her over time & now she has completly broken down & its all my fault..Mother says no she cant lump it all on you the kids are to blame aswell & Karen should or could of said NO but it wasn't that easy for Karen to say NO as she did do this sometimes & i would just get worse moody & cranky & she would just go & do it anyway & she gave up saying NO as it was easier for her to just do it anyway...

Well Karen doesn't want me to do anything with her as its to weird for her as its to uncomfortable for her..

She is off shopping today & going to visit a lady friend of hers & probably stop at the tatt shop say g'day to them all ,She is booked in for her tattoo next friday morning first thing, thinking she mite get the one she likes on her back so that will be good ,,Its a shame this has all happend as i would of liked to get some work done myself if the guy could do them here but i don't think he would be to comfortable being here now, He did say to Karen he could of worked something out to come up here to do my work ..I feel like a retard next to Karen now she is gorjess with nice tattoo's & everyone realy takes notice of her now ..It used to be the other way around i had the tattoo's & had gorjess Karen to be with...

ITS a naked feeling . . .