Thread: Embarrassment

No news is good news ???

Anyone heard from Jason or know how he's doing ?

Well i'm not dead yet sometimes i realy wish i was..

Still the same up here at mothers in the flat in the shed..

Karen has started to see the sych .She had an appointment to get a referal for me last tuesday but it was canceld as the doc is off crook so Karen has a new appointment this monday to get my referal.. The sych she is seeing has told her its probably best if she gets herself sorted before she worries about anyone else ..Young Cody now has to see some one as he is getting so moody he is punching wall & doors & just being a **** bigtime so the sych & the doc said he should see someone all though the doc did say get him a punching bag..Karen was at the docs today to get her results of her blood test & all is well there ..

So not to sure when i will be starting to see the sych & starting my treatment..but Karen will let me know..


Karen has no one to talk to eigther at home ..
I see no one has contacted eigther of us even just to say gday ...
I guess we know who our real friends are threw think & thin that person has given me a little internet so i can chat with fred of a night on MSN..
& has been there for the last 5 weeks i have been here & kept me sane & out of trouble & has become a realy good friend to me kept me alive for awhile there.. Its been hard i realy miss Karen & just chating to her & i have made things worse while here sometimes but have had one person to chat to most of the time so i realy realy apreciate that only texting me but its enough to keep me alive & sane..I spend alot of time here on my own ..
Everytime i have had to do my shopping i have stuffed it up & forgot to get alot of things or just got the wrong things..
My car is playing up when it gets warm its getting hard to start & blows heaps of smoke ..But i have been getting all my stuff myself even if i have to make a few trips although that has now changed as everything is out of the way & uses all my fuel ..I give Karen as much of my pay as i can to help her out with the bills at home...

Other than that everything is the same..

AND to the one person who has helped me so much through this i will be turning up on your door step one day to thankyou in person oneday before i'm turning up daisies...

Glad to hear you're hanging in there mate. I'm too far away to chat, but that doesn't mean you're forgotten.

Originally Posted by DiscoMick

Glad to hear you're hanging in there mate. I'm too far away to chat, but that doesn't mean you're forgotten.

Likewise

Well still here Lastnight would of had to of been my worste night here with depression ..Was talking to Karen on the phone..
Starting to worry a little about going out in my car once i get to the shops & have been in & done what i need to ,Well the car doesnt seem to want to start its no biggy to most people but the first time it happend i had a panic attack & just sat in the car for awhile to settle myself down then tryed again its started but reluctantly....

Seem to sit around alot up here nowhere to go have been for a drive a few times & went & had a look at a the estate ....Went to Greenhills once i'm in no hurry to go back there its a huge shopping complex so ahwell ..Have a small shopping village not to far away i call it feralville its at thornton..

Getting realy bored which is making it hard cause i text Karen when i'm bored & that just makes it worse for myself..

been looking on fleebay for a project doesn't seem to be many aroung here but i will keep looking..

Fred turned 16 on tuesday just been its the first birthday i have missed ever so that day was a bit hard i rang her & chatted to her for awhile...
& i chat to her on MSN everynight for awhile see how everyone is doing ,Cody not copping to well with all that is happening .....

Karen told me lastnight his footy presentation day is next weekend not this one coming but next so that will be a day out for them..

It looks like rain here today that sux as i sit inside the net doesn't work to well inside..

Look in Sat's paper to see if there is something worthy of a project in there. Good that you're going around to see things.

What's the car trouble?

Originally Posted by Stuuu

Look in Sat's paper to see if there is something worthy of a project in there. Good that you're going around to see things.

What's the car trouble?

Its a landrover for one..Na its getting hard to start when hot or warmed up ..not to sure havent had a look as i got no tools at all here....

But a bit of chock does it i noticed this morning after went to the shops..

Well still up here at me parents place still hate it to..
Hey Jim glad to hear of yr new job so are you going to be driving the **** shakers or do they have hire cars to...
havent been upto much myself cant aford to just drive around up here car is chewing through the fuel everything is so far out up here ...
I see no one has been posting in here whats wrong are use going to let it die off i want to post up more but my net is very slow & i get booted off easy thats why i havent been here much.....
Karen & the kids seem to be getting on ok now the kids are used to me not being there anymore so thats a good thing for them ..
I dont think i will be going home again so i will be looking into getting a removalist to pick up all my tools & some boxes left in the house..
I think i have seen the kids for just over 3 hours in the last 6 weeks thats a bit hard to take after being around them every day for so long...

Cody has his footy presentation this sunday & they are all going to the cardiff fair on saturday so i wont see them this weekend maybe the next one if im lucky...