Thread: Embarrassment

Well we had a camping country catalog & they had swags for $99.95 .

Rang around as they only get them if you order them .

Ended up ringing the aussie diposals at Kotara & they had some in stock they are a thompsan brand for $99.95 ..BUT when i looked online they where only $79.95 so Karen went & picked one up ....

This is my new bad . . .

Karen has just left to go down to the tattoo shop to get a dermal which is a stud that they anchor under you skin & she is getting it near her eye...
She took a book & said she was probably going to goto the park for some time away from me . . . . .


I'm scared & worried & have had a big panic attack for the first time in ages & the first time Karen has made me have one...

Originally Posted by banjo

40 or 50 ltrs.. I will be keeping everything in it......sold my old weaco years ago wish i didn't now...





Guys i am begging use if someone knows of something please let me know ..I only have $400 & i need to buy a swag which is $99 so i have $300 to use but if i could get one cheaper that would be great....


The cheaper the better as i am still going to bust a nut to fix this with Karen & if i get one great we can use it together & i haven't wasted to much money..

But i think i could be gone quicker than i think or realise...

I can't seem to do a thing right lately i just make things worse for Karen & the kids...

Karen said i could get a bar fridge but if i get a car fridge/freezer if i'm lucky i mite grow some balls when everyone gets to me & i can just ****off without telling anyone what so ever .....to try & get myself away from the crap..

KEEP an eye out for me as i need one like yesterday.. I'm going to get the local traders tomorrow aswell to look in there...& i will look on fleabay aswell....

Yep i'll just keep talking to myself..

Not alowd to talk to Karen The kids don't talk to me so i sit here stewing in my own head . . .

Very very scared now as Karen has said she doesn't know if she realy wants to live like this anymore with the worry of me ..she has always put me first even before the kids ,If i'm bore or if i want to do something . . .

So i think i will be needing a fridge real soon i meen real soon..

I do know what Karen is saying that she doubts she is strong enough to keep living like this but its like she said its more of if she wants to do this anymore . . . . .

I asked Karen if she wanted me to go now & she says I DON'T KNOW STOP PUSHING ....I don't meen to at all ..I just think its inevertable from the way Karen speaks. ????

I have never been so scared in my life .
My chest hurts so bad & goes numb & i have been in a panic attack for a couple of days big time , I keep waiting for everyone to goto bed so i can let it go & have the shakes & cold sweats ....

Originally Posted by banjo

Well we had a camping country catalog & they had swags for $99.95 .

Rang around as they only get them if you order them .

Ended up ringing the aussie diposals at Kotara & they had some in stock they are a thompsan brand for $99.95 ..BUT when i looked online they where only $79.95 so Karen went & picked one up ....

This is my new bad . . .

I have been told i am sleeping here tonight no matter what..