Cuddle and care- Love every second you we and they have
	
	
		A gent died in front of us today.  Man killed by reversing ute at Melbourne shopping centre
Not a bright point for the day! My Doc and staff tried my Defibrillator - They got coved in the poor gents blood and sadly could not help save him. I am having a Beer at present. The beer the 80 year old was carrying when he was killed was smashed and still on the ground a short time ago making it taste a bit sour. 
Staff are not coming to work tomorrow- Holding people as they die or in my case recovering is not a event ever forgotten.
Those who know me well know I have almost died a few times and done the recovery bit more often enough to know the people who tried to help are in a rotten place at the moment.  
News can be depressing and events can do impact on you. I posted and seriously know Love and appreciate every second we have. Life is precious. I appreciate it. I ran at 20kph for a little bit risking a telling off if a injury I am nursing bites- It didn't. Next marathon is planned already Fund raising for Soldier On who I should hate as a running shirt I brought from them made my nipple bleed- Not nice at 30km with 12 to go- This fits in Grumpy Old buggers I hope[thumbsupbig]
To make it realy grumpy I now no besides the $2500 my Defibrillator cost the battery and pads need immediate replacement costing my tight arse $800 [bigwhistle] I would be please if it had saved the gent and not at all really grumpy as we tried hard to help.   
Take care