Gotta get him to my place for a cup of coffee first Ian!!!!!:)
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Gotta get him to my place for a cup of coffee first Ian!!!!!:)
It ****s me to tears what most people do in everyday life is so hard for me..I just finished the lawns & thought i would go down to the paper shop & get a tattoo book to go through with Karen as she hasn't found one she likes in a buddha Plus it mite help me get my head around her going back to this guy plus i thought i would go get her pamphlets that way its 1 thing Karen doesn't need to do today......Just got the car warmed up & started turning around & the phone rang it was Karen just to let me know she will be at glendale a bit longer for a cuppa with Vickie & i looked down & noticed no fuel stuff it & parked it back up..If i went & got fuel then i wouldn't be able to go do what i was ready to do cause it threw a spanner in the works....:mad::mad::mad:.....
Plus Karen & i still need to find some time just for us but it never seems to happen anymore & Karen gets the ****s when she is home for a little while cause i am apparently 2 feet behind her all the time ..I just want to spend 5 minutes with the woman...
There is no one on this earth that could begin to know how important Karen is to me .For the last 23 years she is all i have had to keep me company , talk to , laugh with , work with , Karen is my world she is everything to me with out her i am no one she completes me to no end..
AND i just want to spend time with her..
Since we been in this house i haven't one good nights sleep i'm surviving on 2 to 3 hours sleep a night but in the last week or so i have only been getting about an hour..
Plus my neck is starting to get worse been getting sharp pains going across the tops of my shoulders the middle of my neck & up the back of my head.I have always had trouble with my neck its just getting worse.The last couple of days as soon as i get up iof i try & turn my head the pain nearly makes me pass out & i have had a headache for the last four days ,Think it mite be a head cold for the headache as Cody is full up with the flue i think he's trying to share it round....
I cant put my head right forward or tilt it to the sides much...
I usualy ask Karen to rub it & it helps but i'm not game to at the moment plus she doesn't like to do it cause she gets cramps in her hands from it as she has to rub so hard for me to feel it..