u willllllll be coming back
cody said hai dad we lll having cuppa :")
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pretty bad this morning with no kids & there going to the beach today so i wont get hear about that which is something i.m going to miss not hearing what they have been upto they always tell me how there day has been & i enjoy hearing about since i dont go out....Miss them all big time...I got the shakes bigtime today...
Hey jas, well I gotta bloody work....another 11 hour day :(.
Have you got something to do? Maybe some gardening or maybe fiddle with the landy? Maybe even wash the car.... Ok I'll retract that last one.... God forbid a clean landy... Haha.... Hang loose , thinking of you buddy
i was going out with my girlfriend for 5 weeks before she had to go back to sweden we have now been apart for 3 months and still have another 6 weeks to go until we are together it was on the way home on the train after she left the airport that i realised you cant take things for granted i kick myself all the time that i did not do more i think you are realising the same now if you get the chance to get back there or back together never take things for granted come back and read this thread from time to time and see what you have been through and what you have be thankful anf live life to its fullest you never know when it might cahnge drastically.i do belive it is true when they say 'love conquers(spelling) all' maybe you need to think about this jason are they worth fighting for ?if so it is time to move on and leave your past behind you not just for you but for them,i believe you can do it,so does alot of other people.so it is in your hands even if you dont think so
Yeah Tony i'm trying to push lots away in my memery so i can move on ..& i want to learn to control this problem so it does make a differance..
Karen & the kids are the only thing worth fighting for ,for me . I dont want to rely on Karen to much as i want her to do the things she wants & enjoy them instead of worrying what sort of mood i'm going to be in when she gets home . & i dont want her to feel like she has to stay at home with me just because i'm bored ..It would be nice if she just wanted to spend a little time with me...
everyone must have something on this weekend its very quiet today tonight....
3rd night away from Karen & the kids . Its very hard ....