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Originally Posted by MEANZ06
Yeah she reads most of them just not the same day she mite only read them once or twice a week to catch up, Plus she posts here aswell sometimes & she has told me she will post up soon enough..
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Originally Posted by MEANZ06
Yeah she reads most of them just not the same day she mite only read them once or twice a week to catch up, Plus she posts here aswell sometimes & she has told me she will post up soon enough..
Banjo, looking at your recent posts, mate I am worried for you can you ring 1300 659 467. It is in the phone book as "Suicide Call Back Service" it is a service for support for people at risk and their carers. Seriously mate you do need professional people to assist:( This is a genuine place and I promise they won't laugh at you!!!
Banjo they are on the internet as www. suicidecallbackservice.org.au!!!:o
Not cuicidal just realy realy scared & worried...Quote:
Originally Posted by Ausfree
As i said i wont be able to see them all again if or once i'm gone . . .
I am also worried because Karen is my best mate ,mate ,wife , lover ,mistress everything..& i know i'm going to have trouble not being able to hold cuddle or kiss her ever again . . . .Thats all . . .
We both know once i'm back at my mothers i will have everyone trying to get there hooks into me. mother ,step father ,father.Actualy my oldman will probably send my step sister up to see me thinking & telling her to offer sex that way i'll go back to his...YES I AM SERIOUS . .Thats only the tip of it believe me .that would be the start of it from my fathers side..
My dickhead brother would just turn up as soon as he gets up here to unload & i garentee i will end up doing everything he wants..My mother just wont leave me alone at all if i'm having a shower she thinks i'll just walk in to see how he is..
My step father will just want me to work for him again as i am a good worker i believe in getting in & getting the job done so its finished & he pays me crap..Plus they would have me doing all there yard work & fixing there house...
my father would try anything with Micayla if she was to turn up with me..
My step father is just as bad but more in the **** stiring department ,& happy to trap the kids or chase then saying come on give us a kiss..
AND there is no way i am going to put the kids in that situation ever we both say that..
And if i end up back to there usual stuff . its not Karens place to worry about it or me anymore nor would i expect her to....
Thats why if i do have to go they will have to treat it as i'm dead .pastaway what ever..
AWW i'm talking to myself again.
Hey Aus have you got a big day back tomorrow lots of jobs or just a big Sidunee one..:D
Right, Banj, you can't seem to see the forrest for the trees, stop saying NO to assistance, try these and I ask you to ring.......
Dads In Distress..1300 853 437.... and internet is...Welcome to Dads in Distress - Australia.. Mate we all care for you, but THE TIME HAS COME FOR YOU TO STOP WALLOWING IN PITY AND ASSIST YOURSELF!!!
also...
Samaritans Crisis Line 1800 198 313 and internet is .... www.thesamaritans.org.au. is a 24/7 hot line.;)
Banj, I am more worried about you than a big day in Sydney, Do something to help yourself!!!;)Quote:
Originally Posted by banjo
I do understand what use are all saying .I don't have a problem about what i'm going back to But i don't want the kids near it or to see it .That is why we both agree about it .I was just telling use about it what its like for me thats all..
I have to go back to this as i can't stay with anyone else .Say if Aus said yeah come stay here for a bit i couldn't because of my panic attacks & i would feel like i was puting use out & making use uncomfortable aswell as myself..
And if i ring them they will want me to stay somewhere like a hostel & i cant do that either.
Unfortunatly because of my underlieing problem of agerophobia ,I have to stay with something or someone familiar & that has seen what i'm like to try & keep myself safe..
And if i was going to do anything i would probably post it up here just to make sure i was getting the knott right :D . . .
So there you go just venting my head & now theres some more crap out of my head..:p