Thread: Embarrassment

Just keep being positive Banjo and don't worry about things that might happen, but probably won't.
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Originally Posted by banjo

Well i was up at 5.30 this morning got ready & left at 6.00 to take Cody out to meet the bus at edgeworth macas..Karen didn't think i was going to take them but i did..Back to pick him up some time after lunch about 2.30 , 3.00 this arvo..It was bloody cold in the landy this morning no heater in it..I met one of the other parents a lady she was nice can't remember her name she was the only one Karen introduced me to, spoke to a couple of other people don't know who they where but they where parents of other players (i hope)...OH did i mention how bloody cold the landy is of a morning...

What do you think a thick Eiderdown parka, or Karen is for. Keep warm

Originally Posted by Ausfree

Not me Mrs HH, not me!!!!

Nor me

Originally Posted by V8Ian

yes I am, only when it comes to dealing with a moody woman, or a bigger than me guy looking for a punch-up

Ok this is where we are as of today, I took Karen to the doctors today he has taken 4 viles of blood to do tests for menapoors..He has give Karen medication as she is serveerly depressed & run down...

We have to go back on monday for the results of the blood test so we have already made the appointment for next monday....

I was talking to Jim on the phone earlier & was telling him i actualy sat in the waiting room with Karen till she went in as she didn't want me to go with her..
I even sat there the whole time she was in seeing the doc & giving blood , Probably about half an hour & it started to fill up & i just sat there till Karen came out, as soon as i seen her i was up & by her side as she was upset..
Now i haven't sat in the docs for over 20 years i usualy just stand at the door....
Proud of myself for that especialy since it started to get full....

I had to drag Karen out of bed today at lunch time & when i finaly got her in the shower i had to wash her she just stood there so down , it near killed me i tell you..

I have done this to Karen over the years .So have the kids & they have had a kick in the ass aswell....

I would be very surprised if anyone actualy knew how much Karen does for me plus running around for the kids...

Yes i have agerophobia bad but i also have OCD . . . Which hasn't helped..

I am pretty sure i have done to little to late for Karen & i realy belive that she wants it over , i will still fight to the end for her & i owe her this much to help her through this part in her life...

I am so frightend to loose her & the kids its not funny & i am so ashamed it came to this for me to move my ass & do something & i am so frightend to be on my own as the only option is my mothers oh yay . . .

The most important thing to me at the moment is Karens health & wellbeing....

I am at the moment in the middle of folding 5000 pamphlets while Karen is asleep on the lounge . . .

Well post up people i will be back on in a little while . . . . . .


So worried so frightend & scared to the point now i feel sick in the guts & cant sleep...

Something positive....
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Well done on the massive progress at the doctor's Jason, you've done us all proud. Looks like it's your turn to carry Karen for a while, I'm sure you will. Mate they might be hard times, but to help Karen the best you can, don't waste time worrying about mights and maybes, just get stuck into helping Karen, as she has done for you for years. If I can do anything for either of you, just holler mate.
Say hi to Karen for me.