I seriousely doubt that i have inspired anyone ..Unfortunately i have to live like this & it kills me to see what i have done to this family & to Karen the one person who realy matters . . . . . . . .
Karen is asleep on the lounge & i have nothing to do now that i have done everything done the house work just need to mow the lawn tomorrow to keep me busy..
I need to learn to not be so jelouse or posesive of Karen . Just cause she does something for herself doesn't meen she wont love me & i should of already known this as she always came home to me & i wont loose her because she is doing stuff for herself...& i do know that just because someone flirts with her doesn't meen she will want them over me..
This only happend because i ran Karen to the ground physicly , emotionaly & mentaly. . . . . & the kids have had a small part in it aswell , I told Micayla about it all & now she understands & i think it has hit her big time cause i explained what part they had in it with not helping out at all & just expecting mum to do everything....


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